I have sat down at my laptop many times since my last post. Each time I start one I find myself hitting the delete button. When I write I want it to mean something, something worth saying!
It started last Monday when I received a phone call bright and early with a family member in distress. What I found out later disturbed me greatly. It brought back scenes of my own days of an abusive father.
So, I have been on the downward swing ever since. I jump every time the phone rings, my heart begins to race. Just like the adage declares, ‘sitting on pins and needles’.
Oh, I know deep down this is a setback, though minor. I will find my way back to the other side of this.
All I can do is work to have my pendulum swing back to the happy side!